a list of great things that are definitely not happening to me:

- feeling utterly unimportant to those who are important to you

- ruining every relationship that ever meant something to you

- not being able to tell your parents or therapist important details about your identity such that you can make progress

- having a month left in school and feeling like nobody wants to spend the time with you

- perhaps not graduating even after you’ve worked your ass off for so fucking long because the school decided that mental health negates all of my educational achievements and would deny me my diploma when i have all my credits and at least average grades

- also did i mention

- feeling!!! completely!!! unimportant!!!!!  to people !! !!! who are extremely !!!!11! important !!!!!  to you !!!!!!!!1!!!!!